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Her.
*rachel lim*
30.05.1989
mgs
trinity college
university of melbourne
snyo
wesley methodist church

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Saturday, October 6, 2007
today i told him more stuff. i love peanut butter biscuits, i like to peel prawn shells, i used to sleep really early when i was little, i hugged mummy every morning, in p3 i felt like vomitting everyday, then it came to the part when i told him i was afraid that time when he had really bad stomachache after KFC. i remember then, i'm embarrassed to say now but yes, i was afraid of him. i was afraid he was "bluffing" me and so i can go closer to him, hold him and all that.. i was afraid of him hugging me or kissing me etc. sigh. and then all he said was "lame, i thought you liked me??" what the.

kelvin koay is really a stupid ass. it's not that i'm concerned about him or anything like that but. he's just one big piece of shit man. he's just got enough guts to scold you. wahlau! like yesterday, i bought the cake, and zhigang was asking what flavour. i said "try then tell me lah" and that damn guy says "who's talking to you. why you answer?" or something like that. and there was no joke in it at all. was a truly straight face man.. i'm like wth! i was the one who chose the flavour OF COURSE it's me he's talking to right. and he says he was the one being asked. DOTS. i cannot stand the people who bring their work to the dinner with friends. thats SO GAY. like at max brenners for douglas and andrew's bd the other time, he brought PBL to read. dots. and for bryan and zhigang's celebration, he also brings. dots! i'm going to pwn him and then laugh. sigh i'm becoming a bad girl.

thanks emmanuel for the goodnight smses lately. they're so sweet. when i talk to him, sometimes he's just not looking at me. but at least today he did, a few times. =) mostly actually. and i realised he has been letting me cut the call off when we say goodbye. god, i really hope we last forever. i don't know whether i should tell daddy or maybe ask for his opinion.. but then again, i dont want to raise suspicion. SIGH.

i realised my childhood wasn't all that great after all. maybe. but i worried too much. oh well.

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