Sunday, September 16, 2007
ball was interesting. saw a number of PDAs, angmoh, watch in tv kind of scenes.
i wonder if drinking makes you high. as in making you do things you've been suppressing or like just doing things for fun. albert was like "pestering" me last night, probably cos he's drunk but yea.
1) he came over to take photo
2) kept hanging around the table - py pulled me to take imss photo
3) "hey, why aren't you dancing? oh. i've danced just now already. ermmm....
4) here for you (flower). EH, for what! i don't want! (he throws on table but i didnt take)
5) at the club, RACHEL!! opens arms.. obviously i just looked at him and walked away
then there's alex. at the mid sem exam : HEY long time no see! ERR. weird? hahaha. last night also, he said hi, haven't seen you in a while, and came next to me while i was sitting down on my table.. okay. lol. dots.
emmanuel. sometimes i feel so sad, like when i show him my photo. it was pretty, but he just said "sexy eh?" and continued with his stuff. like eh? but just give me time and i'll always find a good excuse to let him go. i had nothing much to talk to him anyway so yea, let him play with his psp! i just want attention. at least he spent some time looking at me =) linette was asking me this afternoon whether i think we'll last. i said yes. i really hope so but i realised, it's totally beyond control.
i miss you more makes everything else disappear. i love him so much.
12:12 AM.
