Saturday, June 2, 2007
godma and my parents replied my email.
the long one about god.
i just skimmed through but some things do make more sense.
and i'm glad.
thank you god for these people to help guide me.
i also stumbled upon a site about who to marry, God's will? Please help me lord. sigh i'm afraid that it's like my own desire to be with emmanuel, i hope it's your will too. please bless us oh lord. i want to tell my parents.... sigh. help me lord.
im supposed to be studying. sometimes its difficult. like embryology. or something. it's like some things are just weird. and like non-explainable. and i have to take it as that. its like science is against God, cos God created us. and they're trying to find out how we're made.. which is like. erm?? and many things cant be explained. so its quite difficult sometimes to try and understand.. sigh. and im not in the exam mood which is WRONG. first time i think. i cannot imagine going to the exam hall. i'm quite screwed up. SHEESH RACHEL. please study i beg you. please. get off the computer now. and dont sleep. please. you cant fail. please. rachel. please.
Lord.
please guide me.
i want to be near to you lord.
speak to me
somehow
12:49 AM.
