Monday, May 28, 2007
why is my head always thinking of new stuff?
sigh i'm lost now about christian related issues. is this bad? :(
why do we pray?
to talk to God?
why do we ask him for things?
isn't our lives already planned out for him?
did he plan a perfect life already and doesnt know whether we'll choose to follow that ideal path?
if its all planned, then why do we still have to pray? because nothing will change
will God give you something if you dont ask?
"ask and you will receive, seek and you shall find, knock and the door will be open unto you"
doesnt God know our hearts also?
Why did God make heaven and earth and us in the beginning?
why does the Lord allow sin to be in the world?
why does he have to send his Son to earth and suffer - looks as though the evil is stronger than him. which of course isnt true.. but.
sigh why do i suddenly have all these questions?
i didnt get today's sermon. its really rare i dont get it. but i really didnt. about holy spirit. i dont get it :( sigh. its probably too deep for me. i feel quite far from God. even though I did play and sing today, which was great.. goodness. i don't feel the longing for Him. yes sometimes but not all the time. and when they pray long prayers, i feel impatient. sigh. my mind tends to wander also at that time.
12:15 AM.
