Monday, May 7, 2007
went to OSHC, saw a doctor.
going to take 3 tubes of blood and ultrasound this week..
somehow i'm so crazy i feel like i WANT something to be wrong with me. but at the same time, i don't want it to be serious. goodness rach.
all through my life, i remember thinking since probably p1? that i'd be a doctor one day.. and find out a name for my illness. i always imagined saying to myself "oh, that's what i've always been experiencing since young.." it's not that i'm sick, but i always feel there's something wrong with me but i don't know what and why i think so. i'm really weird.
my head is really bobbing today. i've no idea why. woke up at 4am last night, feeling so cold.. took my temperature this morning, 3 times in a row - 36.8, 37.1, 37.3.. okay how irregular is this? how inaccurate. in the afternoon i took my temperature again and it was 35.7. HAHA. wow rachel, what's with your body? SIGH.
emmanuel called me on his way home, in the mrt =) talked for about 20 minutes.. he's such a cool dude man. loving him with all my heart. at night, i thanked phey yee so much for "helping" me with the music for my blog and she became excited on seeing it.. but i wanted my dear to be the first. and he conveniently was playing DOTA. DOTS man. waited for quite a while until when he finally finished then i showed him.. he "complained" it was lagging his whole computer but at least also said that my blogskin was so girly and pretty! phey yee was quite sweet! she said she wanted to be the second, after emmanuel to see my blog! so encouraging =) i like the name twinkling-simplicity. so sweet man.
so empty also so excited? phey yee is being ENCOURAGING dear.
alrighty shall go and sleep now.
nitey!
5:30 PM.
