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Her.
*rachel lim*
30.05.1989
mgs
trinity college
university of melbourne
snyo
wesley methodist church

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007
today didnt exactly feel like my birthday
i only managed to sleep at 7am and woke at 11am
went to school to get my MCQ test results.. 12/19. i'm just feeling okay. i really did do my best, and phey yee got 13 only too. sigh i dont know. but my day isnt ready to be spoilt by all that!

i went to the library, saw mel, kel and rach shen there. so yeah sat there and studied a little.. couldnt really concentrate. sheesh man. what a great birthday! my mind kept wandering.. i'm going to be in singapore next week already! how exciting is that man... can't wait to surprise him. hope he doesnt know :(

i got quite a number of messages, wishes! finally feeling a little bit of the rachel last time. i know its ego and all that but, its nice knowing people remember.. right? and conveniently also who doesnt remember. sometimes i wonder, is our friendship really that empty? like those people who "liked" me, didnt even wish me a happy birthday? zhaohan? i mean, normal people already do.. moreover? oh well. its not that i'm feeling sad or missing their message but. its basic courtesy. seriously how could zh say he loved me when he didnt really know me? what does seeing me in syo and talking online contribute? thats all the contact.. sigh. but i guess he did like me a lot. for a long time. he even cried at the airport. he was famous among the music society for trying to chase me, he gave me flowers every concert and came to all my performances.. sigh. my parents were like nice to him, even inviting him along for my prize giving ceremony? why can't they be nice to emmanuel too? sigh. it's really touching to see who actually makes an effort to wish me? like zhiwei sent me an email because she lost my number, joshua loke messaged my sg line saying he's not sure if i read it but yeah, yunyuan left me offline messages.. it's a nice and warm feeling, feeling cared for. feeling remembered. i got like 19 smses of wishes. how splendid.

so thats my day, alone.
only emmanuel wants to see me :)
thats what really matters anyway.

7:04 PM.