Thursday, May 10, 2007
my goodness.
was so touched when he actually checked wikipedia for my syndrome!
omg!!
it was so unbelievable..
all i can hope for is that u remain a girl
all i can hope for is that i remain your girl
u will be my girl *no matter wad syndrome u have*
cool la! :)
he says his friend is:
damn good looking
has a nice body
and 4 As for a level
and has a car
good complexion
never wears specs
thats really nice, some people just have all that great ideal qualities. for his girlfriend, it'll be even better cos he loves her too. emmanuel's still my angel obviously, cos i love his character and his habits.. everything. you might say i'm losing out by getting myself attached so fast, what if a better guy comes later? so what. its not like i'm unhappy or complaining about my bf, i'm not looking for someone better or anything. "what if the right guy comes along, but you're already attached? such a pity right?" - thats what mum and dad thinks. but come on! think about it. if thats really the issue, means i wont get together with that "right guy" right? and so why does THAT make him the "right guy" for me? when you wouldnt even know cos i'll never ever be with him? what logic shit is this man. god will plan things out for me. i'll get my right guy alright. no matter what happens, eventually thats going to be the same. i'm going to get him, cos god has everything sorted out. what if emmanuel IS the right guy? you then cant blame me for getting together with him right? we love each other so much.. not like we got together 'for the sake of it all'. IF somewhere along the path, i DO meet the "right guy" who god has planned, i'll surely end up with him somehow, dont you think so? cos its planned! and im not saying i want to break off with emmanuel.. NO WAY. so dont stop me from getting attached when we feel right and all. whats your reason? that "what if the right guy comes along later" shit doesnt work anymore. i want to learn things, which you will never learn, unless you date. and for goodness sake mum, i'm not like you. i dont feel "reporting" to emmanuel a bad thing, i'm not submitting to him, i'm not getting bullied by him, i'm not letting him control me. it's what i want to do, what i like to do, it comes naturally. when you love someone, you'd gladly tell him/her about your day.. etc. why dont you understand this? or am i thinking too immaturedly? tell me, i want to know. why you have such a mindset? i wish one day i can discuss with you, and at the end of it, not leave you winning and increasing your suspicions of me getting attached since i had brought up all my points earlier.. SIGH.
okay rachel STUDY. omg. you're seriously wasting time again.
i'm hungry too.
SHEESH.
10:10 PM.
