Wednesday, May 30, 2007
my birthday this year is the best ever.
my memorable 18th birthday.
i'm so happy, i really am.
it's just so perfect.
on 19th, e14 celebrated my birthday. they gave me a butterfly clip and a pretty box! plus a cute card :) we celebrated mabel's, aaron's and my birthday together.
on 26th, ephesus celebrated my birthday! together with angela and victor :) haha. i kinda guessed it actually, cool? because felice msged me the day before asking if i was going. she said if i'm too busy, can just go and take picture with victor cos we'll be celebrating his bd, no need to stay. "hmm" and i thought they already celebrated his birthday on the actual day! haha. then jean said wanted to meet together and go for cell.. meeting at vic market. then eudora wasn't meeting us? how come, i thought she stayed nearby. then. as we were walking to doreen's place, we passed "peel street", i thought jean stayed here! why did she have to walk backwards to meet us first.. haha.
today the med gang celebrated my birthday! they're so cool. they did a bbq at college square, gave me a whitechocolate-raspberry cake from brunetti and passed me EMMANUEL's FLOWERS! omg. he wanted 13 flowers but the lady couldnt count, gave me 14 instead. lol oh well! and then i came back pretty early, about 10 plus and webcammed emmanuel just before midnight! :) managed to light a candle on a slice of cake and asked him to blow for me. haha! and then he was saying, anything in your mail? err no? omg! serious. then i quickly ran downstairs to check. i grabbed my coat and was actually wearing shorts inside, so i think it looked a little ^o) haha.
anything for me?
oh yes i remember..
when did it come?
hmm.. i can't remember
eh! just now i asked you you said dont have!!
ohh just now i busy la, forgot.
haha okay thanks!!
happy birthday
yeah thanks!!
*runs off*
yay i got a parcel :) first time in my life!
haha he's SO FUNNY. omg! haha. he brought twinky over!! (to sleep with me) and gave me a black G-string. lol!! so funny man.. i couldnt stop laughing.. and his card was so sweet, with his picture wearing the suit and all. cool man! seriously i could see his legs were so skinny, but i didnt say anything. especially since he's been so down over that recently.. but goodness, if only i could be that skinny. sigh! i've been eating alot, and like last night, i ate icecream at 3am plus! goodness.... :(
i also managed to webcam my family for about 20 minutes! i blowed the cake again and opened their presents. aunty audrey gave me a gold cross chain and they gave me A PRETTY SILVER NECKLACE! omg. its WHITE GOLD. so pretty.. i'm so happy with it man!! haha. sean said something like hope you be as pretty as always. AWW. such a cutey. and renee called back from chalet! wishing me happy birthday. cool sia. i'm such a happy girl.
I really want to tell daddy or rather, ask him on sunday. but sometimes i just feel so scared. i have to do it though. its no good lying remember. where's the trust? how. i've never gone against my parents, i'm nervous. I'm scared that i'll be stumped by their questions, i'm afraid that i'll lose. God please help me. i didnt or rather, havent told emmanuel i'm going to try ask daddy this sunday.. cos i'm scared i dont do it. or that he'll be hopeful or... sigh.
thank you God for my friends, my family.
i'm eighteen.
12:01 AM.
