Wednesday, May 2, 2007
i took my vitamins this morning, and my medications!
crossed road at traffic lights
wasn't rushing for time
was pretty much awake and alert
no accidents
got a message from emmanuel
internet sms-ed him with lovely replies
gab managed to get the present x)
checked out STA for mummy
ate healthy "viet noodle" for lunch
managed to borrow my larsen book
planned my timetable for the next week at least
i'm not really talking to andrew anymore. i just feel this 'disgusted' and 'angry' feeling towards him. kelvin koay also, not really talking. maybe just hi. thats all. i don't really talk that much anymore i guess. did some motivational inspirational paper stuff today, pasted on the walls. i got 14/20 for the 2nd mcq test. one mark improvement but i'm alright with it surprisingly. see, i'm not that kiasu, just that i feel i did my best.
"i'm going to study very very hard and top the next test."
"When i say something, i will go all out to achieve it. I'll succeed."
"nobody will look down on me. if i can be the music pro, i can also be the medicine one. it's the attitude and determination."
i'm feeling so tired already and emmanuel's still out at dinner. should i go and sleep..
reassurance. comfort. words. meanings. i knew it was going to be a great day.
10:20 PM.
