Sunday, May 13, 2007
his computer is spoilt, at geraldine's now.
didn't know she works at IBM. didn't mummy use to work there too?
sigh studying studying studying.
i feel so sian. but at the same time, i don't think i studied that much. well probably i did. but ARHH i don't know. there's tons to study. another 13 chapters to go for friday's exam. thats horribly alot. i want to improve somemore. OH YES. i see my motivational slips on the wall. they're helping. :) i'm going to DO WELL. rachel is DOING WELL. COME ON!!!! i don't care. this is the last non-counted mcq exam. YOU GOT TO BUCK UP! i'm glad this first sem wasn't counted. isn't counted. whatever. it gives me time to "settle down". i need settling down man.
emmanuel went swimming today. cool la, and he said he's more muscular too! wow. can't wait to hold him again. really want to hold his hand. i'll be back in singapore soon! i want it to be good :) i want the surprise to be really a surprise. and i want to STOP thinking about it NOW, because it's causing me to DAYDREAM and i HAVE TO STUDY! omg. sheesh man. i'm just to excited to meet him. Haiz. you know, when i switched to singapore line earlier, i was as usual playing it cool, although my heart was desperate for his words.. and really he did message me! it all rocks man. do you know how it feels? when you're like yearning for something, and at the same time, trying hard to restrain yourself, just in case you get disappointed.. but in the end, you still get whatever you want. it just makes you smile and want to kiss the phone..
oh yes and i got my worship team roster!! woohoo!! swapped with jean cos i can't make all of my assigned timeslots, will be in singapore. god rocks man seriously! i'll be playing with jean's group so Alvin's the "group leader", at least i know him. and mum just reminded me that dad's coming over on that first sunday i'm playing! how cool is that?? everything just seems to fit nicely. just nicely! oh yes and not forgetting this other thing, emmanuel's out of OETI on 22nd June! and he says so sad that when i return, he won't be there anymore so can't go vivo.. unless weekday. but WHO KNOWS? x) i'll be back earlier! and i also just realised that i had requested 2 weeks at NUH and it's JUST NICE! after 2 weeks, i end on 22 june ALSO! this totally rocks so much man. ahhh thank you lord :) i've suddenly been receiving so much of his blessings like that. everyday there'll be something. thank you lord.
10:18 PM.
