Sunday, May 6, 2007
God is SO COOL man.
emmanuel said he gotta go for some parade thing and couldn't reply me quickly.
i continued typing anyway so that he would have something to see when he returns! but i couldnt send, and realised the internet had a problem again. SHEESH. then if he saw i didn't reply, he'd probably think it was on purpose because i knew he wasn't going to reply quickly.. dots. i tried so many times, repairing and restarting the computer.. and praying.. it then occurred to me that maybe God was just helping me, testing my faith? or bringing me closer by doing this.. and the internet would work again even before emmanuel's done with his parade. AMAZINGLY, it's true! it worked after what seemed like a long time and emmanuel's still not replying, so he's not done yet! cool man. the Lord rocks. =)
"oops! i forgot all about a proposal. haha. i'll remember dear. i love you boobling. have a good week ahead."
DOTS.
i've been thinking..
indeed anything, ANYTHING is possible if you want to do it.
if it's difficult, but you want to do it.. you can.
excuses are for people who don't want to do it in the first place..
or probably don't have the urge and necessity for it to happen.
so far all my plans to meet emmanuel have worked out! and it's all because of the Lord.
He has really helped me. so many times and i really thank him for bringing me all the joy and increasing my faith in him.
btw i told gabriel i'd be going back to singapore early, probably early june to surprise emmanuel. i think it's good for him to know, JUST IN CASE something happens, or is in the midst of planning then he can help me.
"dear, honestly, i've been lusting about you throughout the entire day. dots right? hormonal level is on high-tide. rofl... less than 50 days till you return..."dots. K.O. haha. yup less than 50 days indeed (heh)
i created another blog! public? lol.
9:58 PM.
