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Her.
*rachel lim*
30.05.1989
mgs
trinity college
university of melbourne
snyo
wesley methodist church

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Sunday, May 27, 2007
church was pretty fun!
i sang along swanston street.. lol.
God really knows what's in our hearts.
just before playing the synthesiser, kiki asked me to help hold her mic for her and i was saying "so cool, i've never sang with a mic before.." and after 10 minutes of playing, the band for tonight's church service needed the syn and so i was asked to sing instead! cool sia. i realised i've only sang in church related stuff. acsi, school chapel, this church thing today :)

it was really very windy and the papers were flying, i was getting nervous, because i couldnt remember the chords really well, and piano cannot hide one, esp with mic!! so thank god when i was asked to sing instead.. cos i more or less know the lyrics and besides, i'd have one hand free to hold the papers down.

today we're supposed to fast also. we're depending on God. so i didnt eat breakfast or lunch.. and in normal situations, i've done that before and so its not like a very big big deal. however, today was some reason, i was feeling quite hungry. thought i prob even had gastric before singing. but then it soon disappeared and yeah i lasted! was it God's doing? because fasting right, should be a conscious effort and it should be something "difficult". i guess he made it that way for me today, so the fact that i was so hungry and still fasted.. means it needed some effort too :)

emmanuel's not feeling good today. he's hating himself. goodness. my poor boy. but it touched my heart when he said i always make you cry when i don't even know. sigh. i love him. this week has been hard on us, i've been thinking alot. but i guess.. it'll be good soon. i'll be returning :) and its my bd in 3 days! how fast. i'm not really looking forward to it, havent really been thinking about it but.. its cool i guess, being 18.

i need to do so many things this week man. study, clear my place, pack my bag abit for dad to bring home, practice church, settle my accomodation, think about talking to dad, checkout 3? sigh okay. study please.

God, please make me desperate for you.

4:05 PM.