Tuesday, April 10, 2007
been listening to douglas for the past few days.
sometimes, or rather most of the time, i forget that he's my age too.
lol i always consider him younger than me!
you're cool you know, emmheng is one lucky guy!haha thanks. i'm lucky too.both of you are.he's having problems with mabel too and i wonder, was emmanuel like that too? last year when he confided in sherlyn. i'm glad we worked out you know. sometimes i wonder what it'd be like if we weren't together. i remember expecting him to bring it up during the sept hols or something but at that time he was too pissed at me, and he didn't. well at least he did, eventually. if we aren't together.. i don't know how i'm going to live this year. really. it's like even now, things remind me of him, or like i remember what happened last year or something. and it can make me sad BUT what helps alot is, remembering that those were all great memories, and we're together now. it's like if we weren't, then i'd be missing all those times, feeling so sad.. thank god for last year.
oh yeah, he was catching a cockroach today in his room.. pro man. makes me smile, seeing him kill it. not being sadistic but, i'm beginning to see him more and more as the man i can count on. i really hope we'll last..
i've put my heart in this
1:10 AM.
