Monday, April 2, 2007
it's true you know
that he always tells me what he's going to do, before doing it..
and i always notice and say thanks..
i should learn that too.
he has a number of good habits which i really do admire..
for one, i will not be late for anything. i will also learn to be more decisive, and will throw away things i don't use etc so that i don't collect things. be neat and tidy! just like his 723.
nowadays, i tend to consider more things from his point of view too.. and it seems to work. for example, i used to feel down ( just a little la) and disappointed when i changed to my singtel line and there was no message from him.. also, he tends to leave me offline messages as to where he is going etc. i always thought to myself and also told him that he should message me straight, to my singapore line handphone these messages.. because i checked it regularly, quite frequently in fact. the good things are, i can read the messages wherever i was, not necessarily at home. and also, it feels good to get his message. if he tells me he's going out for dinner or have something on.. i might not come home so early, or wouldn't rush home just to find his offline messages as such. the other time, when he decided not to go out anymore and was waiting for me to come home.. he just told me offline-ly. because i was out with the rest at zk's house.. i thought he'd be out and so was trying to guess approximately what time he'd be home then i'll go home to talk to him.. in reality, we were both waiting for each other.lol funny la. i even checked my hp so many times to see if he messaged, probably he'd be home early or something but zero. no messages at all. i checked like more than 5 times.. then he ended up getting so worried why i was home so late and all that.. poor him. sorry la. but anyway, it's in the past..
okay i'm missing the point.
the thing is, now, i'll not feel the same way anymore.. well, at least not so much. he probably doesn't message me or else i'd be pressurised to reply? or he didn't want to disturb me.. or he didn't want to "control" me.. so better to just leave the messages 'quietly'. sweetie! i'll also not stay out so late la, study at home also can.
6:57 PM.
