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Her.
*rachel lim*
30.05.1989
mgs
trinity college
university of melbourne
snyo
wesley methodist church

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Tuesday, April 3, 2007
sometimes i have a feeling, that i've been attached before.
i don't know.
many of my guy friends have "hurt" me before. but thankfully, i've always been conscious, and prepared. i've always been afraid of getting hurt so i always guard myself.. i didn't put myself deep into any friendships with guys. and guess what, i'm glad that i didn't because if i did, i would have been so hurt by now.

probably that's why sometimes i feel that i prepare myself of things even with emmanuel. like expecting an sms.. expecting a goodnight's wish.. i know they're just small things but yeah. if i keep my hopes too high, i'll surely be disappointed and yeah. thus i manage to take things more coolly.. or else i'll be so affected.

7:16 PM.