Saturday, April 7, 2007
as what i'd predicted earlier,
him not replying the other day..
is nothing much la.
small matter.
i also don't know why i brought it up haha.
like today
he went for mass practice and then mass itself which lasted for about 3h plus
i spammed him again
saying goodnight and all.
it's okay that he didn't reply me.
after all, we said bye, talk to you tomorrow, just now when webcamming right?
haha oh well.
quit being so childish rach.
that's why i know,whenever i feel a bit disappointed or something,don't get mad at him.as in, don't need to show it.because after a while,it'll just disappear like it never existed.besides, they're all probably small matters.not worth "quarrelling" over these kind of things.just as how i always try to be around when he's online, or if i'm held up somewhere.. i'll message him to tell him i'm not home yet so don't keep expecting me. in the meantime he can like go and do his other things, instead of anticipating me for so long. might as well tell him, not to expect me yet. helps a lot i know. i guess, that's why i always want to know when he'll be home.. his timetable etc. so i can plan my time, and be at home when he'll most likely be at home.
i've always wished him goodnight, some way or another.
i'll never not do that,
firstly, i don't want him wondering why i didn't, if i was upset at him or anything.. that feeling sucks so badly i know perfectly well.
secondly, i won't be able to sleep without wishing him goodnight.
thirdly, i want him to know i think of him before i sleep, feel loved my dear.
i've decided to be a sweet girlfriend.
don't ever take him for granted
theres no such thing as..
only boyfriends should say these kinda things to their girlfriends.
the other way is possible too
it's a give-and-take kind of thing.
11:53 PM.
